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Edge of the Nocturne Sea

by Bittersweet Machines

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Stretching out like a supernova New day coming round to show you What you’ve done before the sun Fuzzy eyes and static thinking Blurry night and miles of drinking All your dreams to smithereens When you wake up in the morning And look around the room And you wonder where the night went And what it’s done to you When the cold wind of summer Brings it in to view Falling in love is the hardest thing to do Shuddering underneath the covers Fluttering with the heart of lovers Gone away on parade And all the time You coulda been showing out You fell asleep at the wheel Afraid of how you feel When you wake up in the morning And look around the room And you wonder where the night went And what it’s done to you When the cold wind of summer Brings it in to view Falling in love is the hardest thing to do Long nights you stare at the ceiling Lost time surrounded in feeling Sunshine is sending you reeling The light is too bright in your head When you wake up in the morning And look around the room And you wonder where the night went And what it’s done to you When the cold wind of summer Brings it in to view Falling in love is the hardest thing When you wake up in the morning And look around the room And you wonder where the night went And what it’s done to you When the cold wind of summer Brings it in to view Falling in love is the hardest thing to do Falling in love is the hardest thing to do
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So elastic Time goes by But are you living it or just pretending Sing, sing, sing along to the radio You lip sync lyrics that you don’t even know how they go Don’t be afraid I will be here right beside you Anything goes or it’s all for nothing Don’t masquerade Disappear or hide your face Anything goes or it’s all for nothing Anything goes or it’s all for nothing, nothing, nothing Broken daydream Sleepy eyes But can you shake it off? Are you just shaking? So, so, so you just go about your day Never knowing if you could find your way to yourself Don’t be afraid I will be here right beside you Anything goes or it’s all for nothing Don’t masquerade Disappear or hide your face Anything goes or it’s all for nothing Anything goes or it’s all for nothing, nothing, nothing Breathing under the waves Anything goes or it’s all for nothing Talk, talk, talk about all your hopes and dreams Nothing that you want ever comes for free so it seems Don’t be afraid I will be here right beside you Anything goes or it’s all for nothing Don’t masquerade Disappear or hide your face Anything goes or it’s all for nothing Anything goes or it’s all for nothing Anything goes or it’s all for nothing
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I thought that I saw you dancing But I guess you were only passing by And maybe the light played tricks on me You move like a silent symphony And hide in my head; I can’t see The dreams that you dream are not for me Beautiful tears running down your face Lipstick that’s outta place A car crash in neon light And I wouldn’t want you any other way I thought that I heard you laughing But I bet you were only mapping all The stars that you shine in my sky Like a smoke ring that floats around my head I’m drawing you in with every breath My lungs are on fire and distressed Beautiful tears running down your face Lipstick that’s outta place A car crash in neon light And I wouldn’t want you any other way Don’t cover Don’t hide away You’re such a brilliant monster Don’t cover Don’t hide away You’re such a brilliant burst of trouble anyway Beautiful tears running down your face Lipstick that’s outta place A car crash in neon light And I wouldn’t want you any other way
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Desperately 04:05
And we run Like we’re almost out of time As if someone pulled the sun Down from the sky Don’t know where We are even headed now And I think that makes it better somehow Cause all the demons in my mind Seem to fade away When we leave it all behind Just you wait and see It’s our story to write Let’s make it how we want it to be Desperately All of this talk About our destiny Seems a lot like children’s fairytales That doesn’t mean We aren’t made for something more Something that’s clean Something that’s pure Cause all the demons in my mind Seem to fade away When we leave it all behind Just you wait and see It’s our story to write Let’s make it how we want it to be Desperately Desperately Cause all the demons in my mind Seem to fade away When we leave it all behind Just you wait and see It’s our story to write Let’s make it how we want it to be It’s our story to write Let’s make it how we want it to be Desperately Desperately
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Save my heart Then break it apart Scatter the pieces around in the dark Fix it again like mechanical art My love, my love I see your face All over the place Even when I know that you’re miles away Shine, shine, shine On the darkest of days My love Cause you don’t know how beautiful you are beautiful you are I was out there lost alone at sea When you sent your wave along to rescue me beautiful you are Save my soul I give you control Head over heels and to have and to hold Strong as I feel I am stripped to the bone My love Cause you don’t know how beautiful you are beautiful you are I’m not sure i really understand What you see in me to make me be your man beautiful you are Beautiful you are Maybe this is all Maybe this is all we need Maybe this is all Maybe this is all we need Cause you don’t know how beautiful you are beautiful you are I was out there lost alone at sea When you sent your wave along to rescue me I’m not sure i really understand What you see in me to make me be your man beautiful you are Beautiful you are Beautiful you are Beautiful you are
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I know all your flaws Cotton candy claws Ripping at my skin Dress it up in pink disguise What you do to me A subtle piracy A devil telling truth An angel just whispers lies And I’m caught up in this game Your lips are bullet shaped Like a constant attack And there’s no fighting back When you tell me You want me You’re everything and nothing at all to me Somewhere deep inside All your secrets hide And I can see them all lying naked On the waterside On the shores of your mind And I’m caught up in this game Your lips are bullet shaped Like a constant attack And there’s no fighting back When you tell me You want me You’re everything and nothing at all to me If could be bulletproof I know that you You’d find a way to break through And I’m caught up in this game Your lips are bullet shaped Like a constant attack And there’s no fighting back When you tell me you want me Like a constant attack And there’s no fighting back When you tell me you want me You’re everything and nothing at all to me You’re everything and nothing at all to me
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17 Days 03:42
17 days since I saw your face Violent like a cannonball You broke my heart with grace I know feelings tend to change Thought we could get through it all So maybe I’m the one to blame And there’s nothing that I wouldn’t do Could have had it all but you Decided you would burn it down You could have had it all but you can’t now 17 days I been sitting here Wishing I could disappear And go without a trace But no I won’t let you kill me twice You made your choice; how nice Suddenly I’m seeing clear And there’s nothing that I wouldn’t do Could have had it all but you Decided you would burn it down You could have had it all but you can’t now When the walls are caving in And all is said and done You know I’ll be the one you dream of When the world is crumbling Beneath a setting sun You know I’ll be the one you dream of 17 days Time to think it through Time to think of you And time for me to let you go And there’s nothing that I wouldn’t do Could have had it all but you Decided you would burn it down You could have had it all but you can’t now I’m finding that I’m coming home again I’m finding that I’m coming home again
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There have been some moments I wish I could rewind And do it one more time Little things unspoken Ringing in my ears It’s all that I can hear And I watched you walk away that night Like a phantom lullaby And I can’t remember what we said But we didn’t say goodbye Memory in motion Playing on repeat Like a silent movie scene A Sunset Cinderella Just dancing in the light And running out of time And you needed someone by your side Just like a phantom bride And I can’t remember what we said But we didn’t say goodbye And I watched you walk away that night Like a phantom lullaby And I can’t remember what we said But we didn’t say goodbye And I don’t know why Now when I come see you There isn’t much to say Standing where you lay Little Things Unspoken Seem to mean so much When all is said and done
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Modern Life 03:29
I got the future up ahead but I don’t know I’m seeing echoes of the past everywhere I go Like I’m carrying a mountain up the darkest road It’s hard to know where to go Where to go I take it on the chin Find another way Live to carry on For another day And in the end I know that I will be just fine Living in a modern life Sometimes I sit around waiting here for the flood To see the beauty of it all drowning in the mud But I got fire in my bones and in my blood To burn away all the pain All the pain I take it on the chin Find another way Live to carry on For another day And in the end I know that I will be just fine Living in a modern life Sometimes I’m bruised and broken But I have learned to carry on I take it on the chin Find another way Live to carry on For another day And in the end I know that I will be just fine Calling out for love Falling on my face Stumbling around with a sense of grace And in the end I know that I will be just fine Living in a modern life Living in a modern life Living in a modern life
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Pantomime 03:42
Sunshine Burning in my eyes Ocean deep when you look at me Like a pantomime No words Falling from your lips Gravity cannot be to blame for this My love can carry the weight for two I’m desperately needing you To say it too Just say it too Sometimes when you look away I can see all the things you want to say Tongue tied Twisted up inside Take my hand and make a plan To leave tonight My love can carry the weight for two I’m desperately needing you To say it too Just say it too My love can carry the weight for two I’m desperately needing you Even if it’s not true I know my love can carry the weight for two I’m desperately needing you Even if it’s not true Just say it too (I can carry the weight) Just say it too (I can carry the weight) Sunshine Burning in my eyes Ocean deep when you look at me Like a pantomime
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Been trying to think of the right words I’m just getting tongue tied Can’t tell me that it would surprise you That was always my design Maybe it was something special before Can’t Call it Love Now Maybe it was something but it’s not there anymore Can’t Call it Love Now I remember the way that it started Like watching distant stars collide And I thought that we had forever It feels like forever ran out of time Maybe it was something special before Can’t Call it Love Now Maybe it was something but it’s not there anymore Can’t Call it Love Now And I know you tried But we were made to fall apart Even if we pull it together We both end up with broken hearts Maybe it was something special before Can’t Call it Love Now Maybe it was something but it’s not there anymore Can’t Call it Love Now Maybe it was something special before Can’t Call it Love Now Maybe it was something but it’s not there anymore Can’t Call it Love Now Can’t Call it Love Now Maybe it was something special before Can’t Call it Love Now Can’t Call it Love Now
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I thought that I saw you dancing But I guess you were only passing by And maybe the light played tricks on me You move like a silent symphony And hide in my head but I can’t see The dreams that you dream are not for me Beautiful tears running down your face Lipstick that’s outta place A car crash in neon light And I wouldn’t want you any other way I thought that I heard you laughing But I bet you were only mapping all The stars that you shine in my sky Like smoke a ring that floats around my head I’m drawing you in with every breath My lungs are on fire and distressed Beautiful tears running down your face Lipstick that’s outta place A car crash in neon light And I wouldn’t want you any other way Don’t cover Don’t hide away You’re such a brilliant burst of trouble anyway Beautiful tears running down your face Lipstick that’s outta place A car crash in neon light And I wouldn’t want you any other way Tears running down your face Lipstick that’s outta place A car crash in neon light And I wouldn’t want you any other way Don’t cover Wouldn’t want you any other way Don’t cover Wouldn’t want you any other way
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17 days since I saw your face Violent like a cannonball You broke my heart with grace I know feelings tend to change Thought we could get through it all So maybe I’m the one to blame And there’s nothing that I wouldn’t do Could have had it all but you Decided you would burn it down You could have had it all but you can’t now 17 days I been sitting here Wishing I could disappear And go without a trace But no I won’t let you kill me twice You made your choice; how nice Suddenly I’m seeing clear And there’s nothing that I wouldn’t do Could have had it all but you Decided you would burn it down You could have had it all but you can’t now When the walls are caving in And all is said and done You know I’ll be the one you dream of When the world is crumbling Beneath a setting sun You know I’ll be the one you dream of 17 days Time to think it through Time to think of you And time for me to let you go And there’s nothing that I wouldn’t do Could have had it all but you Decided you would burn it down You could have had it all but you can’t now I’m finding that I’m coming home again I’m finding that I’m coming home again
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Save my heart Then break it apart Scatter the pieces around in the dark Fix it again like mechanical art My love, my love I see your face All over the place Even when I know that you’re miles away Shine, shine, shine On the darkest of days My love Cause you don’t know how beautiful you are beautiful you are I was out there lost alone at sea When you sent your wave along to rescue me beautiful you are Save my soul I give you control Head over heels and to have and to hold Strong as I feel I am stripped to the bone My love Cause you don’t know how beautiful you are beautiful you are I’m not sure i really understand What you see in me to make me be your man beautiful you are Beautiful you are Maybe this is all Maybe this is all we need Maybe this is all Maybe this is all we need Cause you don’t know how beautiful you are beautiful you are I was out there lost alone at sea When you sent your wave along to rescue me I’m not sure i really understand What you see in me to make me be your man beautiful you are Beautiful you are Beautiful you are Beautiful you are
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Sunshine Burning in my eyes Ocean deep when you look at me Like a pantomime No words Falling from your lips Gravity cannot be to blame for this My love can carry the weight for two I’m desperately needing you To say it too Just say it too Sometimes when you look away I can see all the things you want to say Tongue tied Twisted up inside Take my hand and make a plan To leave tonight My love can carry the weight for two I’m desperately needing you To say it too Just say it too My love can carry the weight for two I’m desperately needing you Even if it’s not true I know my love can carry the weight for two I’m desperately needing you Even if it’s not true Just say it too (I can carry the weight) Just say it too (I can carry the weight) Sunshine Burning in my eyes Ocean deep when you look at me Like a pantomime
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about

Written between Nov 2021 & Aug 2022.
Recorded in March, June & Sept of 2022.

As I’ve gotten older, it’s become really important to me to continue challenging and developing myself. I’m not a finished product and I’ve got a lot of room to grow; artistically, emotionally, spiritually, physically… to become a better human. A better man. In order to take this journey I’ve got to be willing to face some fears, more deeply explore my capabilities and also my limitations. To go beyond. That’s what “Edge of the Nocturne Sea” means to me. Approaching the boundaries of my unknown self… and stepping into the cold, wet black with fire in my lungs.

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released October 31, 2022

All songs written by Matt Mocharnuk
All songs produced by Mark McKee (except track 12)
Track 12 written/produced by Mocharnuk & Agterhuis
Recorded at Earthtones Studio with Benjy Johnson
Mastered by Dave Harris at Studio B
Drums on “17 Days” by Jonathan Truman
Artwork by Chris Long
www.chrislongpainter.com

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Bittersweet Machines Greensboro, North Carolina

Bittersweet Machines is Matt Mocharnuk

2022 - Edge of the Nocturne Sea
2020 - Disco Volante
2019 - The Stars & Ground
2018 - No Bad Horizon
2016 - Girl with the Bee-Stung Lips
2014 - Momentary Lights
2012 - Solituda

Bonus:
-Stripped of Starlight [acoustic]
-The Wendy Birds: Everybody OK? [rarities]
-And Diamond Stars Shine Glitter Bright [EP]
-Seraphina [single]
-Stumbling with Grace [single]
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