Until I Disappear

from Disco Volante by Bittersweet Machines

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lyrics

Sitting alone at the end of the world
Watching the time tick by
Wondering if I lived up to the dreams
That I had made in my mind for my life
Sitting alone on the edge of my bed
Staring a hole in the wall
I can’t remember just what possessed me
To even sit up at all
Can’t recall

This is my life
This is the last line
This is the first time I am seeing clear
Where are my dreams?
Where are my big dreams?
The one where it all seems fine
Until I Disappear

Sitting alone on the roof of my house
The universe spinning above
Everyone’s trying to figure it out
The beauty, the pain and the love
It’s what we’re made of

This is my life
This is the last line
This is the first time I am seeing clear
Where are my dreams?
Where are my big dreams?
The one where it all seems fine
Until I Disappear

This is my life
This is the last line
This is the first time I am seeing clear
Where are my dreams?
Where are my big dreams?
The one where it all seems fine
Until I Disappear

Sitting alone at the end of the world
Looking back on my life

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from Disco Volante, released November 18, 2020
written by Matt Mocharnuk
produced by Mark McKee

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Bittersweet Machines Greensboro, North Carolina

Bittersweet Machines is Matt Mocharnuk

2022 - Edge of the Nocturne Sea
2020 - Disco Volante
2019 - The Stars & Ground
2018 - No Bad Horizon
2016 - Girl with the Bee-Stung Lips
2014 - Momentary Lights
2012 - Solituda

Bonus:
-Stripped of Starlight [acoustic]
-The Wendy Birds: Everybody OK? [rarities]
-And Diamond Stars Shine Glitter Bright [EP]
-Seraphina [single]
-Stumbling with Grace [single] ... more

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